That is, nothing of interest between me and Will. Plenty of interesting things have happened elsewhere. I must have been extra mopey, because several of my friends talked to me about the situation, and I got lots of useful advice on how to proceed.
Not that I have any idea what I'm doing. I know what not to do, but I have only a vague idea of what direction I should go in, and no idea what specifically to say or do.
I think the general idea is to slow the fuck down, and do some hang-out type things with him. Not by ourselves, because we need the comfort of having other mutual friends around, but also making sure that he doesn't end up spending more time with the friends than he does with me, which is what was happening before.
I find this very frustrating. I don't like not knowing what I'm supposed to do. Coming out to myself was very painful for the same reason.
At the moment I'm really hoping that once he's back in town and I can interact with him directly, things will be a lot easier and it will all start making sense. And I'll remember why I haven't just given up and let him go already, which is something I'm starting to wonder.
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